I am in Paraguay now and this is where I will be until
December 17. For the last two months I have compiled many stories of my time in
Governador Valadares. It is in the state north of Sao Paulo called Minis Geris.
A country side filled with rolling mountainous landscapes of brown hills and wide
winding rivers. The city of Governador Valadares was my extended home and even
in Paraguay I miss many things about that Brazilian town, which you may never have
seen on a map.
I am weaving a narrative as I go, but I have decided to jump
to some of my experiences in a random order. Some things are chewing on my mind
and are impatient. So, I may be on a beach, in the mountains, or a cramped city,
but I will give you fair warning.
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You learn a lot about someone on a 14 hour bus trip. Br.
Gabriel and I talked in between trying to sleep on the rocking bus taking us
into the mountains. We had an impromptu transfer in the wealthy city of Belo Horizonte;
at midnight we sprinted to buy tickets and caught the bus across the terminal.
It could only a blessed force that helped Br. Gabriel and I
talk so well on the trip. We covered so many topics over the roads and on other
trips the train tracks. In many ways our conversations got harder to understand
as the moving cars and busses stopped; sometime reduced to nodding.
Brother had been a law student before his conversion to the
path of Christ, and his discernment and then progression into religious life. A
great portion of his schooling was complete yet he was uneasy to continue on
that path. He lived in the coastal city of Sao Luis in the northern part of
Brazil, with many friends and a worldly future in front of him. A talented
actor and singer his favorite role that he played was Scare in the Lion King.
His eyes twinkled and he laughed at my expressions as I
tried to use pantomime to fill in for the words I didn’t know. He said, “You
would be a good actor, you are like Jim Carry.” I don’t like Jim Carry all that
much but I could see the complement was genuine. Many things were shared in our light
conversation.
Brother, who is in his
late twenties now, has a calming older sibling quality and a performers
thinking process. We understood each other as we both spent much time
reflecting and in our own ways to the contemplation God.
The restroom door on the nearly empty bus was broken and would
click open and slam back and forth. The automatic light in the toilet would illuminate
most of darkness as it clicked, slammed, and swung its way down the mountain
roads. I was the only one awake for the ride and would be flipped into the
window and then to aisle at every sharp change of direction.
At 4:14 am we arrived in Governador Valdares and began the
walk to the house through the city’s business and governmental district. In a
concrete park and grandstand space Br. pointed out ten or so homeless sons sleeping
in the near daylight of the flood lamps. It seemed like a silent protest on the
other side of the street from the city and federal government building. We
walked for a mile or so to a red fat bricked road which took us down a hill. I heard the comforting sound of natural rushing
water as we walk towards the void of black beyond the amber lights. The rumbled
of bass gained volume as Br. stopped and pointed into the blackness. “Do you
see that?”
I blinked, “See what, there is nothing there.”
He shot me a look of disbelief, “The lady, the mountain. It
is right there.”
The emptiness dissipated into a lightless blue of sky and
the black sternness of the mountain. The mountain slowly revealed itself as an
illusion in front of me.
“Wow!”
Brother smiled and pushed me to the left down the sharping
turned road that runs parallel with the river. The quick hill slid into the
basin of the road and on into a party still going ahead of us. The women we
approached stood or leaned about the car blocking the middle of the street. The
heavy smell of marijuana and beer was present in air, but I couldn’t see anyone
drinking or anything but cigarettes. The street was narrower than up top, and a
bar with a steel overhang was the center of the dwindling party. Brother stopped
a couple step beyond the party, “we are here.”
“Here?”
“Up here.” We walked up the three steps to a gate and
brother started to unlock it.
I looked at our next door neighbor with one decaying card table,
a wooden cable spool loaded with spent beer bottles, and the slow smoking
remain of a fire that the dogs rolled in to keep warm.
“Ok, this has potential.”
The music could now be described at a club mix with samples
of US artists from the last 15 years. The songs were all distorted and almost unintelligible
due to the volume. We walked up the stairs and into a large open air room with
many plants. Brother showed me to my room off the kitchen and set me up for the
night. I said goodnight and looked at my watch, it was 5:15 am. My pillow
vibrated against the wall shared with the neighbor and DJ. I moved it to the opposite
side of the wall and lay down with my pray blanket. It was given to me by some
of the ladies from Good Shepard Catholic Church, in Kansas. It was familiar and
in this foreign place it was warming against the cold and comforting as I doubted
my own reason for this trip. Really I resolved to thank the creator for leading
me and crashed into a dead sleep.
The Sun Rise at the House in Gov Val
The road below the house
Some of our neighbors
The Mountain Pedra Negra
Bar next the Brothers
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